VAMPIRE KNIGHT ENDING SONG:

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
–in this crimson, crimson, crimson, I’m swaying.
yume no yume no hate e
–towards the end of this dream inside a dream.

Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
–everytime I yield, I only get crushed.
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me o samashiteku
–My feelings, with nowhere to go, awaken.

Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na koto
–your smile is such a cruel thing.
tooru sonzai da to wakaru yo
–because I know you’re so far away.

Mienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
–my incurable wounds continue eating through my heart
Yami no naka ni ima mo yadoru omoi o osaekirenai
–I can’t hold back these feelings that lie in the dark.

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
–in this crimson, crimson, crimson, I’m swaying.
yume no yume no hate e
–towards the end of this dream inside a dream.

Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
–the fate that we encounter, begin to move.
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
–this unknown secret
Ochite ochite ochite
–disappears, disappears, disappears
Mou modorenai tsumi o kizande mo
–even if er leave our sins behind, we can’t go back.
kitto
–no matter what

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a very brief summary of what had taken place in this week…

sunday:

–nothing special.

monday:

–normal school day,
it rained.
–i made her smile.
it somewhat hurt but it was a relief.

tuesday:

–i lost my phone.

wednesday:

–nothing special. again.
–i was thinking of him. still.
thursday:

–my thoughts was materialized that day. though not all.

today( friday) :
–i went to see marian..
and she showed me the place..

–i met tita emily..
she’s nice.^^

that is all..

>>vampire knight anime is finished??
>>they say that season two is about to be released by october??

>_<
these, i still have to see for myself..

sore jaa~

what a way to start the month..

O_o”

i lost my phone.

the most dramatic on-the-spot event in my life..

well…

one of the most..

anyways..

i’ll just tell the rest of the story next time, neh?

it’s past beyond my bedtime^^

sore jaa~

i feel so much..

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i am so S-T-U-P-I-D.

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are you satisfied now?

how do i say this..

i mean…

i don’t even know how or what am i supposed to say..

but…

who cares? right?

right.

i really don’t know what to say when i am with you.

i am at loss for words…

i can’t even try to look into your eyes like before..

i am getting too self-conscious when you’re around..

i can’t think properly..

even though, i am fully aware that i shouldn’t be feeling this way.. after all, there was never ‘us’ anyways… and there will never be..

but why is it like this?

why do i feel this way?

why am i hurting?

i feel so pathetic. really pathetic. my heart hurts. and it’s all thanks to you.

this is getting more worse…huh..?

but,

i don’t blame you.

i , actually want to thank you.

thank you.

for teaching me a lot of things.

letting me learn by experience,huh?

well, it’s quite convenient..but.

it hurts. do you know that? doubt it.

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this is really pathetic.

by KC Concepcion (?, right?)

Akala mo hindi ko kaya
Ang iwanan at limutin ka
Akala mo, akala ko
Akala nating dalawa
Tayong dalawa.

Eto ka na naman
Walang alam, walang pakialam
Di mo ba nakikita sa ‘king mga mata?

KORO.
Hindi ako nasasaktan
Hindi kita kinakailangan
Hindi ako nagdaramdam
IMPOSIBLE!
Pag-ibig mo’y limot ko na
Hindi kita naaalala
Hindi na ‘ko aasa pa
IMPOSIBLE!

Ang labo mo namang kausap
Di mo pa ba nakukuha?
Hoy, naririnig mo ba ako
Pakiusap, pakiusap naman

Wag ka nang magtanong
Pakinggan mo na lang itong binubulong
Ng puso ko sa puso mo
At hindi itong sinasabi ko, woahhh…

(KORO maliban sa huling linya, patungong Tulay.)

Imposibleng mangyari ‘yan
Hinding hindi, hindi mo ba alam:
Tanging ikaw lang sa puso ko
Sa isip at gunita ko…

(Ulitin ang KORO I, patungong Koda.)

Koda.
Sa bawat araw at gabi
Hinding hindi kita naiisip
Kahit man lang isang saglit
IMPOSIBLE!
Pilitin mang limutin ka
Ngunit hinding hindi magawa
Paano nga ba magawa
Ang IMPOSIBLE?

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for more info:
find it here:
http://gikagik.multiply.com/video/item/134/kc_concepcion_-_a.k.a._cassandra_-_imposible
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i…
really feel bad, afterall…

after my eyes accidentally caught a glimpse of those words..

i felt my heart sunk deeper,
my breathe stopped for a moment,
as my head went blank…

i was rendered speechless..

i was scared..even.
the utmost attempt to take a closer look…
again…
to check..
if i was mistaken…

and yet..
it’s as if..
my energy has been drained..

i was paralyzed…

so helpless…
as i slowly feel that something began to hurt in my chest..

even so,
i still..
foolishly..
wished that i didn’t saw anything..
that i only overlooked..
and just stupidly mistaken..

from there..
a faint hope led me to go check it for the second time..

alas, i breathed real deeply, and saw..

it was real..

i saw it.

it said:
“inuyasha chapter 558 -final-”

the last word..

struck me the most..

im so miserable..

though i would also love to see it end..
i wonder..

why..
i feel really sad..
i can’t even move……

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i almost cried!..

even!

T________T

wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..

i dont want it to end yet…

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo!!

…………………………………………………………………………………………………..*cries alone*

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MONDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ************ PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 ****** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ********* 317
—————04:00pm-07:00pm *********** CHEM 100L ***** LAB-1

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TUESDAY
—————07:00am-09:00am *********** SDC5 *********** A6
—————10:00am-11:30am *********** PHL5 *********** 317
—————11:30am-01:00pm *********** ENG 104 ******* 317
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WEDNESDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ********** PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 **** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ******* 317
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THURSDAY
—————10:00am-11:30am *********** PHL5 ********** 317
—————11:30am-01:00pm *********** ENG 104 ****** 317
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FRIDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ********* PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 *** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ***** 317
—————04:00pm-07:00pm *********** CHEM 100L ** LAB-1
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hmm..

and so it is..
i still don’t know my schedule for NSTP..
also,

our classes will start on 16th June, 2008.

^^

i am now a sophomore~ yay!
(or so i thought?)

you knOw what?!?

hhh….

wAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhh!!!

all of them…

ALL OF THEM!!!

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i cOuld diE…

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

everything..

ALL.

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…………………………………………………………………………………………………….>sulks<

all of my PRICELESS possessions..

my MANGA COLLECTION…

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

it’s all in the old and disposed off HDD..

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!

o.O

…………………………………………………………shoOt me Dead………………………………..

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i just remembered.. and now THIS.

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i really hate this..

ZETTAI NI KIRAITTE!!!
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………………………………………………………………………………………………mou…
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……………………………………………leave………………………………………….
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……………..me………………………………… …………. ………………….
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…………………………………………………………….. alone.

ish currently reading inuyasha.. from chapters 548.. xD

since, i want to recall and read everything again..haha xD(time check: 9:17pm)..
xDD
>>> also, i have started reading vampire knight, all over again..haha! xD

kaname-sama~
!!!!!!

and here is another…
i like zero-kun too!
though..

i LOVE kaname-sama way much more~!!
xD

>sorry, to the zero-yuuki fans..haha!
but i FAVOR kaname-sama!!

hahahaa!!!

and d’oh…

this is my page, anyways!

XDDD

scram!

haha!

just kidding!

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ALL AROUND ME — – FLYLEAF

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I’m not used to seeing you

I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
Savoring this heart that’s healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I’m breathing
Holding on to what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing

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it’s so cOol.

love it.

xD

THIS IS A GREAT MESSAGE and SOME WISE ADVICE

YOU HAVE 6 MIN

This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received.
Hope it works for you — and me!

You have 6 minutes

There’s some mighty fine advice in these words,
even if you’re not superstitious.
This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization..
It has been sent around the world ten times so Far.

Do not keep this message.

This must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES.

Otherwise you will get an unpleasant surprise.
This is true, even if you are not superstitious, are e agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired.

… … … … …

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

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FIVE. When you say, ‘I’m sorry,’ look the person in the eye.

SIX.. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

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Now, here’s the FUN part!

Send this to at least 5 people and your life will improve.
YOU CANNOT SEND IT BACK TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

Do not keep this message

You have 6 minutes

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end of message~

>>>

jetaime^_^