neh..
why are there people..
who say they know things…
don’t see that…
they do not understand anything at all?
no one knows everything..only God knows it all.
and them?
can’t they see?
what hypocrites!
and as such..they have so much confidence on their presupposed knowledge..
assumed superiority..
they are really pitiful..
really pitiful creatures…
they put themselves above the others..
they judge according to their tastes..
they do not acknowledge known things but only from themselves..
do not trust testimonies and facts presented..
do not entertain new ideas…
man! to put it simply…
they are BORING.
and utterly CLOSE-MINDED.
JUDGMENTAL.
NARROW-MINDED.
EGO-MANIACS.
SELF-CENTERED BEASTS!
may they learn the real scores in life,
had they been missing a lot,
it is because…they are stubborn not to see things the way they should be viewed..
but rather…they stupidly try to, selfishly, put things in their own way…even when everybody else knows what the real story is.
they are self-gratifying maniacs..
XD
oddly, i seem to be having fun typing this..
hahahaha!!
it really is getting off some from my shoulders..
in letting things out…
just flow from me…
in the natural way..
you see..
i am a problematic person.
my, i do not know what..is problematic..
though people say, the guidance counselor and the doctors –even, i am normal..
the former telling my, that my personality is pretty nice and that nothing is there to be changed.
that i am fine the way i am now. introverted as it was shown to me..and known to me..
i am pretty stable on my own..
it was also told that i am pretty stubborn myself..that i hold on to my principles dearly.. that if i see anything wrong with anything i, without a second thought, declines from it.
while the latter, only told me to take care of myself..
not to be stressed out too much and avoid it, the stressors–that is, as much as possible since i am quite prone to be stressed and to over-fatigue…
sigh..
i know what i am supposed to do..
in such cases on not to dwell on negative thoughts..
i mean…on me being depressed..
its really hard , you know?
it’s something that you can’t just get out off when you please to..
it’s something more than that.
it is a medical condition.
an illness. that which you cannot simply just “snap off it”.
the person with an illness is sick..
and sick people didn’t wish to be sick—of course!
that is why..it is hard..
to be depressed..
it is scary..
especially when..you have just recently learned that..
you have the tendency to be depressed..
most of the time..
without even reaching your awareness of it.
sneaky, huh?
that’s what makes it scary..
you only get to know if you’re depressed when you’re already depressed..
and when you do acknowledge that…you can no longer do anything about it..
it’s there, and you can’t do anything about it anymore..
