i feel so much..
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i am so S-T-U-P-I-D.
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are you satisfied now?
a confession? June 26, 2008
how do i say this..
i mean…
i don’t even know how or what am i supposed to say..
but…
who cares? right?
right.
i really don’t know what to say when i am with you.
i am at loss for words…
i can’t even try to look into your eyes like before..
i am getting too self-conscious when you’re around..
i can’t think properly..
even though, i am fully aware that i shouldn’t be feeling this way.. after all, there was never ‘us’ anyways… and there will never be..
but why is it like this?
why do i feel this way?
why am i hurting?
i feel so pathetic. really pathetic. my heart hurts. and it’s all thanks to you.
this is getting more worse…huh..?
but,
i don’t blame you.
i , actually want to thank you.
thank you.
for teaching me a lot of things.
letting me learn by experience,huh?
well, it’s quite convenient..but.
it hurts. do you know that? doubt it.
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this is really pathetic.
Imposible June 13, 2008
by KC Concepcion (?, right?)
Akala mo hindi ko kaya
Ang iwanan at limutin ka
Akala mo, akala ko
Akala nating dalawa
Tayong dalawa.
Eto ka na naman
Walang alam, walang pakialam
Di mo ba nakikita sa ‘king mga mata?
KORO.
Hindi ako nasasaktan
Hindi kita kinakailangan
Hindi ako nagdaramdam
IMPOSIBLE!
Pag-ibig mo’y limot ko na
Hindi kita naaalala
Hindi na ‘ko aasa pa
IMPOSIBLE!
Ang labo mo namang kausap
Di mo pa ba nakukuha?
Hoy, naririnig mo ba ako
Pakiusap, pakiusap naman
Wag ka nang magtanong
Pakinggan mo na lang itong binubulong
Ng puso ko sa puso mo
At hindi itong sinasabi ko, woahhh…
(KORO maliban sa huling linya, patungong Tulay.)
Imposibleng mangyari ‘yan
Hinding hindi, hindi mo ba alam:
Tanging ikaw lang sa puso ko
Sa isip at gunita ko…
(Ulitin ang KORO I, patungong Koda.)
Koda.
Sa bawat araw at gabi
Hinding hindi kita naiisip
Kahit man lang isang saglit
IMPOSIBLE!
Pilitin mang limutin ka
Ngunit hinding hindi magawa
Paano nga ba magawa
Ang IMPOSIBLE?
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for more info:
find it here:
http://gikagik.multiply.com/video/item/134/kc_concepcion_-_a.k.a._cassandra_-_imposible
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i…
really feel bad, afterall…
after my eyes accidentally caught a glimpse of those words..
i felt my heart sunk deeper,
my breathe stopped for a moment,
as my head went blank…
i was rendered speechless..
i was scared..even.
the utmost attempt to take a closer look…
again…
to check..
if i was mistaken…
and yet..
it’s as if..
my energy has been drained..
i was paralyzed…
so helpless…
as i slowly feel that something began to hurt in my chest..
even so,
i still..
foolishly..
wished that i didn’t saw anything..
that i only overlooked..
and just stupidly mistaken..
from there..
a faint hope led me to go check it for the second time..
alas, i breathed real deeply, and saw..
it was real..
i saw it.
it said:
“inuyasha chapter 558 -final-”
the last word..
struck me the most..
im so miserable..
though i would also love to see it end..
i wonder..
why..
i feel really sad..
i can’t even move……
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i almost cried!..
even!
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wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
i dont want it to end yet…
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo!!
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my schedule (2nd yr, 1st sem.) June 11, 2008
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MONDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ************ PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 ****** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ********* 317
—————04:00pm-07:00pm *********** CHEM 100L ***** LAB-1
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TUESDAY
—————07:00am-09:00am *********** SDC5 *********** A6
—————10:00am-11:30am *********** PHL5 *********** 317
—————11:30am-01:00pm *********** ENG 104 ******* 317
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WEDNESDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ********** PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 **** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ******* 317
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THURSDAY
—————10:00am-11:30am *********** PHL5 ********** 317
—————11:30am-01:00pm *********** ENG 104 ****** 317
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FRIDAY
—————09:00am-10:00am *********** PSY 1 ********* PHALL
—————12:00nn- 01:00pm *********** CHEM 100 *** 316
—————02:00pm-03:00pm *********** PSY 234 ***** 317
—————04:00pm-07:00pm *********** CHEM 100L ** LAB-1
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hmm..
and so it is..
i still don’t know my schedule for NSTP..
also,
our classes will start on 16th June, 2008.
^^
i am now a sophomore~ yay!
(or so i thought?)
